I dont understand, people leave scientology and then they complain. One of the first lesson are the "overt (?)"... I obviously understood the reason and the strategy behind, because it's logic. But anyway, they leave and complain, even if they are aware about them ... maybe they feel hurted, dont know.
I left Scientology and never complained, actually they kindly asked me to leave, but I never said a word against them. There are also policies, that explain how to leave the church. In my case, well they were few months. Probably I paid some expensive fees, but I also learned something. It's not important if I use it or not.
The reason I'm thinking about is that is the same with a potential friend or partner, a member of my fanclub. They leave and say all possible negative and wrong things. Not saying that I'm a saint or perfect. But I assume that I have more qualities than bad traits. This is like beauty, you decide what you see. No one is perfect, it is normal that we make mistakes.
I do and did the same, writing about Zurich and Switzerland, it is true they really hurted me. The difference is that few person doesnt mean automaticaly all nation. They are united in case of those situation, they know what I'm trying to say. They only see one side and the fact that you dont belong to them, it is clear that you did something wrong.
I just judge from the fact and experience I had. It is also true, that I always took the justice on my hand, and "punished" the person that hurted me. Why? Because I tried to talk to them, to understand, to comunicate, but never got an answer or they ignored me. So I assume that my emotion are stronger that my understanding and I react. I had no the possibility to give my version, to talk, to explain, to say "I'm sorry". The door was closed. I also close the door, but not after the first mistake. And normally if I close the door, few people come back. Even if I'm pretty sure, also them that dont contact me anymore, sometimes they remember me.
I started to complain after a while. I accepted everything till it was too much. ...Accepted... well pizza, anonym messages, postcards, or whater just to irritate them. I guess I achieved good results, 'cause they dont forget me. I cant compare her situation with Scientology and mine with Zurich. Are not that similar. In my case, they puted me out, they ignore me. I am or was not welcome in their circle. Leah, she left, dont know the reasons, but for sure no one asked her, in all possible way, to leave, to go to hell. Or tryied to damage or life.
I should stop to write about it. Zurich doesnt like critics, they see them as rebuke. which is not the case.
Anyway I will leave, there are people waiting for me, not litteraly. At the moment there is no one, but I hope to find people that suite better to my imperfections. I dont ask the moon, just want a normal life. To fill the role I'm born for.